31 January, 2013

The Country that Cried Wolf

If you’ve been following this year’s Africa Cup of Nations, you’ll know that Tuesday wasn’t a great day here. All of Zambia let out a collective groan that night as we watched qualification to the quarterfinals slip through the fingers of the national team. Unable to score against Burkina Faso, the defending champions made an early exit from the tournament; an underwhelming performance in the face of overblown expectations.

After the euphoria of last year, the disappointment was deflating. Fans took it on the chin though; there was little blaming or finger pointing and praise could still be heard for the players and team. Still, the day had a noticeably subdued air. Until about 4:30, which is when the city went mad.

I was riding the bus into town, waiting in a queue to turn into the station, when another bus went speeding past on our left, the driver laying on the horn. It might not have caught my attention, but there was an unusual amount of noise coming from the station as well; something was amiss. More cars now laying on more horns, and the lowing of vuvuzelas could be heard over top. I wracked my brain, unable to remember if there was a match today that could cause such excitement. I hopped out of the bus and questioned the first jubilant person I saw. To my disbelief, he told me Zambia had just qualified for the quarterfinals. Wondering if he had missed the game the previous night, I asked him how this was possible. He told me Burkina Faso had used a player with a red card in the match, a breach of rules that would strip them of their points and award them to Zambia, putting us through to the next round. Immediately catching his enthusiasm, I started high fiving everyone around me.

The whole station was going crazy; people were running around waving their scarves and flags, buses sat empty as drivers and passengers alike milled about, discussing the good fortune. I still couldn’t quite believe it, but when we boarded the bus, over the rising din outside, I could hear them discussing this turn of events on the radio. Well that did it for me, I was sold. Could this many people be wrong? It’s even on the radio! I texted friends and joined into excited conversations. As we rolled through standstill traffic we waved at pedestrians and motorists; our smiling faces reflected back at us, flags waving everywhere. What luck! What unbelievable luck, I thought to myself in amusement, glowing in the knowledge that it wasn’t going to end so quietly.

Well it certainly was unbelievable. As we progressed out of the downtown madness, the warmth of belief ceded more and more to a cold, gnawing doubt. How could no one have noticed that player already had a red card? Out of the coaching staff, the ref, or all the fans watching, it just didn’t make sense. Desperate for some confirmation, I opened up my laptop on the bus and, heart sinking, found no trace of the story in the news. On comes the radio announcer, pleading for everyone to calm down, to stop flooding the station with calls, that no one could say for sure yet whether this was true. That’s when I knew, and judging by the quiet on the bus, everyone else was coming to the same realization: we were all participants in a massive and incredibly pervasive rumor machine.

In the end Zambia stayed eliminated, but even with this second round of disappointment it was still a glorious half hour. For a brief moment, we got to believe in luck and the unexpected. What was most telling about all of this was how we ate it up. It could’ve been a case study for mob mentality, or how easily people will believe what they want to. Pushing any critical thinking to the side, we lost ourselves in the belief that second chances do exist, and buoyed each other in this blissful conviction. It was pretty shocking, the sheer number of people who participated in this delusion and the speed at which it spread. But this was no fair weather turnaround. There was no about-face of loyalties, no case of criticism magically turning to celebration. This country loves its team, in success or failure. No one had to quickly put their jerseys back on or their flags back up; they were already on, they’d never come down.

22 January, 2013

Home for the Holidays (sort of)

A tradition is a hard thing to define. We do it because we do it, because maybe we’ve always done it. They snowball, originating in some small action at first, but gaining more weight with each repetition. They are sentimental in a way routines usually are not, but both give us a similar sense of comfort and security. I’ve always relied heavily on traditions to give definition and meaning to events like holidays; Christmas more than any other. This year, celebrating for the first time away from home, I saw what remains after the bulk of those traditions is stripped away.

Up until I watched them walking out of the Lusaka airport baggage claim, I didn’t quite believe that my family would be in Zambia. After a year and a half, the two worlds of home and here were feeling separate and distinctly different. The twelve day experience of fusing them together was both strange and exciting. Seeing Lusaka through their eyes was refreshing. They pointed out all the little things that make this place special and interesting, and unintentionally reminded me of how lucky I’ve been here.

To allow for acclimatization, we spent the first few days in the capital. They settled in comfortably at my friend’s house, who also lent us her car while on holiday (thanks Jes!). We visited the ever-entertaining elephant orphanage and later the same day played with two feisty lion cubs in Lusaka West. While trying to find a shortcut between the two places, I inadvertently pushed my family into the deep end of the city. In a convoy of minibuses, we navigated a particularly muddy, cratered and congested area of New Soweto market. While it was a bit of a shock at the time, it was a lucky opportunity for them to see one of the many sides of this city. We wrapped up the first leg of their visit by having dinner at the home of some good friends, where the meal was delicious and the embarrassing anecdotes flowed as freely as the wine.


(New Soweto market, Photo credit Sophie)

On the 22nd we flew to South Luangwa National Park in the northeast of the country. It was my first visit to this popular destination so I was equally excited. The holiday we enjoyed over the next few days with Robin Pope Safaris exceeded even the rave reviews of my friends. Even though it was the rainy season it was unseasonably dry, allowing us to enjoy the game drives even more. Our guide was excellent, very passionate about birds in particular, and he showed us the beauty of the Luangwa valley. Christmas day was especially memorable; our first lion encounter in the morning, a holiday lunch, and then sundowners on a picturesque hilltop. I don’t think we could’ve asked for a better experience.


Following another evening in Lusaka dining with friends, we flew down to Livingstone to see Victoria Falls. I particularly enjoyed the flight as the pilot happened to be a friend and I was able to sit in the cockpit to observe the landing. It brought back childhood memories of meeting the pilots on a commercial flight; the only thing missing was the little pin-on wings. Compared to our languid safari schedule we were very active in the nation’s tourism capital. We marveled at the falls from every angle, even getting a bird’s eye view from above. The highlight for me was getting the chance to share another experience with my family, showing them around Victoria Falls town in Zimbabwe where I’d been almost five years earlier. It reminded me how long they’ve been supporting (and putting up with) my travels.


I think my family enjoyed themselves here. In a relatively short time they experienced many different things that make Zambia what it is. They also saw firsthand the people and places that make my life what it is. They finally met my friends and girlfriend; important people I’d previously only been able to convey through words. And in the end, we were together for the holidays, which was special for all of us.

What did I gain from this experience besides some holiday weight and a bunch of pictures? I learned the meaning of Christmas, sort of. I’ve seen that our traditions at home are a huge part of what makes Christmas what it is. Some traditions can adapt to a change of context (family time, watching Elf on safari, presents under a two foot fake tree), while others can’t be translated. The void left by those missing others, though, is fertile soil for growing new traditions, and that’s a very exciting thing to realize.

28 December, 2012

Merry Christmas!

Wishing you a happy and healthy 2013
- The Adams Family

19 December, 2012

Guinea 2009: The Scenic Route

While cleaning out my old computer I found something I'd written almost four years ago after a trip to Guinea during my semester in Senegal. This section is about the particularly harrowing journey across the border. It was an entertaining read for me, reliving what was a pretty intense experience, and I thought others might enjoy it too.

In the morning we headed off into the great unknown. Truly, that was Guinea in a nutshell; a country I knew preciously little about. Step one was visiting the local garage, where all forms of transportation congregate. We had heard the roads were bad, so my companions started bargaining for 4x4’s. I found myself, carried by the mob of drivers offering transport, by a large blue truck, camion, in the process of being loaded with cargo. A man speaking English with an American accent approached me and I learned that, in terms of inexpensive transportation, this truck was about as cheap as it gets. I have to admit, I may have been motivated as much by financial concern as by a boyish desire to ride in the back of a truck. It was in this way that twelve American students, another five having just joined us, stumbled blindly upon a side of l’Afrique de l’Ouest that until then had remained hidden to us.

A few things were made clear very quickly when the truck began to load. First; there were a lot more people accompanying us on this cross-border trip than we had anticipated. By the time we left Kedougou there were close to fifty people, and baggage, crammed into the bed of the truck. Second; we were not going anywhere quickly. Already sweaty and cramped after ten minutes, we wailed in dismay as we drove in a series of large circles, first to an office, then back to the garage, finally to the driver’s house as he had forgotten his bag. All the while, fifty passengers, from very old to just born, jostled for leg, elbow, and breathing space in the back. Truly we had no idea how long we expected to travel for. Optimistically, we clung to the notion of somewhere around six hours. Worst case scenario; well, we didn't really consider that. We finally left Kedougou mid-afternoon. Six hours later found us pulling to a halt at some type of crossing as dusk began to grey the edges of our vision. We dismounted, stretched, happy to be able to uncurl for a brief respite. Our first notion of trouble was when, upon seeing the name of the town, we realized we still weren't even close to the border. We started to consider the looming reality of traveling well into the night. We applied bug spray, put on warm clothes, and prepared ourselves for a long evening.

Traveling in the daylight was hot and uncomfortable, yet somehow traveling in the night was worse. Not only was it intensely cramped (we had collected more passengers after nightfall) but we had now entered the mountains that constitute the border. This means we spent a majority of the time leaning backwards as the beast of a vehicle labored to make it up rocky mountain paths. The first time we had to dismount was somewhat of an apocalyptic event. We were on the edge of a cliff, barely visible in the dark, listening to the engine make the worst noises so far as we pitched and swayed from one large rock to the next. Suddenly the tires lost footing and we began to slide backwards down the mountain, continuing to rock perilously close to the cliff edge all the while. People clenched the handholds for dear life, women screamed and children cried. The driver’s assistants managed to stop our rapid descent by wedging logs under the tires, and we quickly climbed down and scrambled to safety. We took the children with us, since there was no one else to watch them. There we were, climbing up a rocky mountain pass into the dark with little children on our back, leaving behind us the sweep of the truck’s headlights and the roar of its struggling engine while large wildfires burned in ever widening circles on the nearby hillsides.

This was the story of the rest of the night. Huddled together in the dark as the truck climbed until it could climb no further, at which point we would dismount down the side, trek up the remainder of the incline, and then pile back in. Each time was like a miniature border war; we had to get in as quickly as possible to stake out what meager claims to space we could. There were times when there was simply no possible way to fit another person sitting down, so we took turns sitting atop the roll-cage bars, one of the more harrowing experiences of my life. Our mindsets had changed very quickly from that morning. It’s incredible how the brain adjusts in times of stress. I was drawn into myself; my frame of reference becoming the walls of the truck, my concept of time shrinking from next week to tomorrow to simply the next time the truck stopped so I could readjust my contorted limbs. My mind slowed down, as if in hibernation, unwilling to function at full speed because there really is nothing good to think about and furthermore, nothing that can be done about it. And that’s how we passed the time, crammed together, knees in our chins or someone else’s, the only personal space found inside our own heads.

We made it to the border at ten thirty that night. We stumbled down, dazed, half-functioning. Someone collected our passports and herded us across the miniature stone wall that demarcated the line between two sovereign nations. I stayed in the truck to watch the bags, alone except for the children sleeping on sacks of rice. The stars were much clearer there, and the moon was absolutely brilliant, I wondered how much altitude we had gained. I was upset, but not terribly surprised, when I learned that the truck had suffered a mortal injury during one of the climbs and we would have to spend the night there at the border. A mechanic had been called but it was not sure how, when, or really even if he would be coming. Everyone else began staking out spaces on the ground or among the bags. We Americans sat despondently nearby. Our driver, probably aware that we were in way over our heads, found us a man who offered his house to us in exchange for buying breakfast in the morning. We collected our things and as one pathetic, bedraggled group, tramped our way down a dirt path in search of rest.

The moonlight lit up the landscape in a strange gray-scale  highlighting certain features sharply but leaving others hidden in darkness. We were led to a dirt hut with a thatched roof surrounded by a tall stick fences to keep the goats and chickens in, or perhaps other, larger animals out. There were four beds for the twelve of us. Well two beds, really, and two wooden planks. Seeing as we hadn't eaten since breakfast we opened up a can of tuna and a can of ravioli and partook in a cold, but delicious, feast. We cleaned and bandaged our wounds, filled and purified our empty water bottles, then collapsed in exhaustion.

What little sleep I was getting was interrupted far too early by a veritable symphony of roosters echoing off the hillsides. Whoever said they crow at dawn was mistaken, or else African roosters are just more eager to start the day. Upon learning that the mechanic had already done his work, we inhaled our breakfast of bread and milky tea and piled into the truck. The other passengers, having already gotten on, allocated us a third the space we had the day before. We set off into the mountains of Guinea with high hopes and somewhat rested bodies. 

Incredibly, the roads were even worse on this side of the border. We bounced and jostled our way over them, our brains and organs slowly being liquefied. The sun, not wanting to miss a minute of the action, quickly joined us. Pretty soon we had consumed a good portion of our water supply, and everyone was still thirsty. The next time we stopped at village we decided it was imperative to find more water; there was no telling when we’d get another chance. A few of us asked an older man, who happened to be the village chief, and he led us to their water pump. It was a good thing we got that water because the day turned out to be a scorcher and there wasn't an inch of shade riding in the back. So began our week-long battle with water. Even after our adventure on the truck had finished, water was a huge source of concern. I have never craved water that way before, never been so dehydrated, never held water in my hand, weighing my thirst against the risk of sickness from impurities. It was a frightening feeling, rationing each sip, and it truly made me understand how much we take our drinking water for granted.

When people got sick, things got serious. Up until that point we had been dealing with severe discomfort at the worst, maybe a few instances of physical danger. But when one of the girls in our group started showing symptoms of malaria, the reality of our situation became clear. There was no choice available to us other than staying on the truck. We couldn't turn around, and it was clear no better form of transportation would be showing up anytime soon. Up until then, I had been worried that my poorly-informed transportation choice would ruin my friends’ vacation, now I was far more concerned. When we stopped for lunch (a bowl of white rice and a thin yellow sauce) we made sure to refill our water again. We had to ensure we were all drinking enough; dehydration was not an option. We rested in the shade at that village during the worst of the afternoon heat, sprawled out on cool reed mats. We set off again with a renewed vigor and drive. It was becoming clear that we would be traveling into the night again and we needed to keep our spirits up. We sang, played games, and talked, but our situation could not be ignored for long. At one point we picked up a good deal of speed on a flat road when we absolutely nailed a bump. Everything on the truck was airborne for a substantial period of time. Many of us collided with the iron roll-cage bars, and in the confusion some baggage was lost, fallen off the back.

Up and down mountains, in and out of riverbeds, mounting and dismounting the truck, baking in the afternoon sun. Everything about the trip was unknown. Every breakdown could be for ten minutes or three hours, every stopover brief or long, and the response to our inquiries about the distance to Maliville, our own El Dorado, was always “far.” Dusk came again. I was glad to escape the heat, but loath to spend more time traveling in the dark. We got off at the base of what seemed like a sizable hill. We started climbing; the truck gave us a head start. The path stretched on and on, around each corner was another incline, and all the while we could hear the truck roaring and lurching its way up behind us, threatening to overtake us if we walked too slowly. There was something very ominous about the truck creeping up behind us, like an animal stalking its prey. It was both our carriage and our prison, the source of our distress, but our only way out.

At the top of that mountain, we learned we would be spending the night again. We received the news with quiet resignation. It was a surreal situation that stretched on, no end in sight, nothing to do but submit to it. We stopped at a town called Fougou, where every one of us promptly collapsed on the ground. Prepared to sleep in the dirt we laid out our backpacks, but our driver once again had found somewhere to stay. It’s hard to say whether the dirt wouldn't have been better, since we ended up on the concrete floor of an unfinished bungalow, but the hospitality was much appreciated. We opened up the last of our canned food and cookies, purified more pump water, and tried to sleep despite the cold.

In the morning our lives took an interesting turn. For once in the past two days we did not get back onto the truck. It was a happy, if not a bit astonishing moment, finally reaching the point we'd all be longing for. The routine we had come to accept had been broken. It had been decided by our driver (and protector) that we would get to our destination in a sept-place while the other group of five continued with him. We said goodbye to our friends as they re-mounted and rode off into the sunrise. And that was how we came to be free of our camion.




28 November, 2012

The Lighter Side

I've noticed that my posts over the last couple months have either been about work or being sick. I felt the need to write this one to assure you that there are good and fun things happening here too.

Bat Migration, Round 2
On a warm late October morning six friends and I wedged ourselves into a rented Pajero and set off in search of bats. Of course, no trip up Great North Road would be complete without the customary visit to Fig Tree Café; a little oasis of coffee and baked goods for the bleary eyed traveler. A second extended pit stop later on, this time to locate black-market fuel, left us with only just enough time once reaching Kasanka to speedily pitch our tents before we booked it over to bat headquarters. Seeing them for a second time let me appreciate even more the unique sight in front of me that evening, and again early the next morning against a sunrise backdrop. The bats even put on a special pre-dawn Halloween show for us, flying in near cliché pattern across a brilliantly lit moon complete with halo.

(Low flying bats)

Elephant Orphanage
One of Lusaka’s special places, the Elephant Orphanage Project is located close to the city just off the main southbound road. It’s a growing project modeled on larger ones, such as in Nairobi, which is currently focusing on increasing their capacity and improving the site's facilities. At the moment they house about half a dozen orphaned elephants at their Lusaka site. Their stories are all moving, each having been rescued when their parents were killed or when they were nearly killed themselves. Watching them romping around their boma, play fighting, tackling one another, and struggling dramatically to climb out of their mud pit, it was hard not to feel a sense of camaraderie with these surprisingly human creatures.

(Sneak attack does not go as planned)

Market exploration
I’m seriously considering writing a guidebook to the markets of Lusaka. It’s a good idea, I know, don’t steal it. Over the past few months, on both workdays and weekends, I’m constantly being shown new places or stumbling on them after taking a wrong turn. In that time I’ve seen the range of our city’s commerce hubs. There’s City Market, where cow hearts sit across the aisle from hand tailored dresses, and your shopping has less to do with your taste and more to do with the flow of the crowd around you. Then there’s the Zambian Art and Design show, which sits at the other extreme, where the parking lot is crammed with SUVs, and expats and Zambians alike come to select Christmas gifts from beautifully made pieces. Deciding which to visit is sometimes less about what you want to buy and more about what you want for lunch. It may sound dubious to those of you at home, but it’s a viable weekend pastime here and there's always something new to discover.

Graduation
Last Saturday was the first time I’ve been able to attend a graduation ceremony for KF students. This occasion marked the first of our students to graduate from Chalo Trust School. The ceremony, though stifled by muggy weather, was well run and had great musical interludes. The graduates, sweltering in their attire, looked more than ready in both the figurative and physical sense to shed their gowns and embark onto the next stage of their lives. The most inspiring moment of the day came from KF’s own Mr. Mukena, whose impassioned speech urged the new alumnae not to wait for handouts, but rather to take their future into their own hands, to put themselves out there, intern, volunteer, and refuse to take no for an answer until they begin realizing their dreams.

(Justin, KF Class of '12, with his mother at graduation)

And how could I leave out Thanksgiving dinner, which is becoming a great tradition in my life here. This year, two dozen people brought almost as many dishes, making it a feast of spectacular proportions. The spread featured all the standards plus some bonuses like pork belly, homemade bread, and butternut soup. One long communal table set with candles and construction paper hand turkeys really made it feel like the family dinner many of us were missing back home. By the end of the night I was plenty full, and plenty thankful.

Let me close with the last, perhaps greatest, development of the past months. I’ve been introduced to what could be the most spectacular doughnuts ever to be deep fried and sugared, right here in Lusaka. Perhaps I’ll look back on this post, shake my head and note, sadly, that this was the beginning of my downfall. I think it’s probably in my best interest to embark on another weekend adventure soon, if only to break what is fast becoming a tasty weekend ritual.

27 November, 2012

The Appreciator

Check out my friend Emma's brainchild, a blog about appreciation in all forms. With contributors from all over, it's a place to acknowledge, celebrate and groove on the things that matter in life.

31 October, 2012

On the Importance of Insurance

How well do you know your insurance? I’m directing this specifically to friends living abroad. Do you know what hospitals in your area are approved by your policy and what your coverage is? Two weeks ago I was ambushed by a mystery disease and had to figure all this out as I went along. My advice is to check now.

I’ll preface this by saying I’m back home in Lusaka now and feeling much better than before.

After feeling sick for a few days I eventually sought the advice of my good friend, who’s a neurologist, and his colleague, an infectious disease specialist. I went to the hospital where I received an ever-evolving diagnosis from the doctors there. For a while they thought it could be meningitis, then they were sure it was malaria, then a bacterial infection. After a few days of not knowing what to treat, I opted to use my evacuation insurance and be flown to a very good hospital in South Africa. That process was pretty impressive; the ambulance drives right out onto the tarmac to meet the plane. It was a small one with a bed for the patient and a few seats for the medical team. The team was top quality and I felt like I could really put my trust in them, although I may have been influenced by their sweet matching jumpsuits. After an hour and a half in the air we landed in Joburg where another ambulance was there to get me. No lines, no waiting; this is the way flying should be.

The battery of tests they ran in SA all came back normal and they were able to rule out anything life threatening. Ultimately they diagnosed me with some mystery virus that needed to burn itself out. After getting jabbed in every part of my body, sampling a diverse array of pain killers, getting my brain imaged and my spinal fluid drawn, and not being able to go anywhere without trailing my IV drip, I feel very lucky and happy to be out of hospitals with no more serious diagnosis. I also feel very fortunate to have had so many people help me out during the process, checking in on me and helping me make decisions about my health in a confusing situation. It's hard to be far from family at a time like that, but I know they were glad I had people watching out for me here. Insurance is important, but good friends are equally vital.